冷冰心 の 心情點滴

I've always had a habit of sleeping on transport....  1 night last week, probably thursday night i think, on my way home via mtr, trying to dose suddenly felt the guy 2 seats away from me (almost last train, thus seats very sparse and no one sitting between us...) is somewhat bleeding...  i peek at him n saw him pressing tissues against his palm....  not bleeding very badly but could see that it wasn't stopping either....  n he was really uncomfy, like at a loss of what to do...  thus i just naturally digged into my wallet for a bandage and passed to him....  he looked so stunned n surprised that i started to question if i were doing something wrong???

what is it about this world that we are now in that just a simple gesture like this would make the other party stunned....  ain't everyone supposed to be trying to help another in need? is it only HK or the whole world....  i really don't understand...  y had man lose that warmth in them to help others???  sigh....

tonight, in jusco "fighting for discounted sushi", there's this guy (middle age) beside me, holding to a mountain of 5~7 packs of sushi n trying to make a call home (i think)....  its rather comical watching him trying to balance the sushi n his phone, then the top pack unbalanced n u could c that all's going to fall soon, thus i just naturally reached out and replace the "runaway" for him....  again that stunned, surprised look like he didn't expect any help, that he expected everything to just fall....  y? y's everyone so self-centered now? so much so that help is such a surprise and unexpected....  y do we always expects to only depend on ourselves in times of trouble...  is help to be scarce? if the world that we are currently in is already like this, so self-centered, so selfish, what about the future? would it be better or worse?

or maybe i should just stop being a busy body, n be like everyone else, just watch other misfalls lo....  :<